I used to love amusement parks. The thrill of the roller coaster, the rides that turn you over, the merry-go-round.... well, maybe not so much the merry-go-round. My problem is now that it's getting harder and harder to get into the rides. I hate going. I hate knowing that people are watching me as I S-Q-U-E-E-Z-E into a seat or, humiliatingly get back off, because a harness won't latch. I just wish I could go and have fun.